Oct 5, 2009

You Asked...

Tired


I've been up too long.
Sitting here staring at a screen
Looking for meaning 
In a meaningless world


Calm


I'm calmly plotting
My next fuckup
My unbelievable belief
That what I know to be true
Has just undergone 
A dramatic change

Lies


How can you even 
Look me in the face?
When everything you
Ever stood for 
Was nothing 
But lip service.


Honor


As far as I'm concerned
You lack honor
Your complete lack 
Of imagination
Of staying power

Endings


Thank you
For getting out
For running scared
From responsibility
From the truth


Why am I writing all this?
You asked...
Or maybe that was me...

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